You have eliminated the drama in your inner circle to the level that daily life seems rather boring and pointless. You have dropped the old stories that could be identified as part of old you. There is nothing left to adjust or tweak and nothing new arrives to fill the space you have cleared. The majority of your interpersonal relationships remain in limbo - perhaps to be resuscitated at some point, perhaps not. No one and nothing in particular seems to strike your interest. You wonder if all the clearing and self-work has only led you to a dead end for no new clear direction or path appears before you.
Despite assurances that you are not alone and despite your comfort with your independence, it gets lonely in this void. The repeated message of "soon" often seems like a carrot dangled by the Universe to keep you moving forward in futility toward an ever elusive prize. While success and progress can be made with ease when the contribution and presence of others is not required, any manifestations involving others, continue to be delayed. This is neither your imagination nor a call to re-examine yourself for how you may be blocking good things from getting to you. There is nothing wrong with you that you need to fix in order to attract positive experiences and beneficial people. You were created by and are part of the divine. You are worthy. It is just what is at this time. Accept what is rather than attempting to force it to be something else. Take whatever actions needed to remain inspired even if your activities or interests could be labeled surprising or eccentric or extreme. You may be lightyears away from where you thought you would be and the people you thought you would be with but know there is a higher purpose to all of this even if right now the reasons are unknown. You may slip into feelings of depression, anxiousness, or anger and if so, recognize that this may not have anything to do with you at all. Allow these emotional eruptions to pass without attaching to them as yours. The collective relentlessly projects toxicity and is perpetually in a state of overwhelm making it nearly impossible to stay continually at ease, in a state of spiritual joy. Remember that even when you feel abandoned, Mother Earth and all the elements of the natural world support you. Rely on their strength and consistent presence. Reach out to them with your love and you will feel the return of their love ten-fold. You may be exhausted and weary but you know within the depths of your soul that despite appearances, there is something more ahead - something you do not want to miss. Your mind may doubt your wishes will come true - but what if they do in a more magnificent way than you can yet conceive? Seeds deeply planted are stirring - they will root, grow, and blossom into something beyond words. Your flower is blooming earlier than most and is yet unnoticed but the beauty that you are will prompt others to bloom alongside you - you may worry that when that time finally comes you simply will not care anymore but you will - then the best chapter of your story will begin at last. (c)GingerMysteries www.gingermysteries.com You are welcome to share this article but please include the above credit.
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