June 2014 Energy Report ~ If This Is My Reward, Can I Give It Back?

If you were expecting to relax after the April eclipse, you may have been snapped to attention by the sting of May’s Scorpio Full Moon. You may have taken a critical eye to the outside world and even the people nearest you and thought, “Did I go through all of that just to experience this?” While acknowledging with gratitude the inner and personal changes you have experienced, you may have felt discouraged and saddened by outer circumstances that seemed to be oppressively stagnant and caught in predictable patterns. By feeling this, you may have felt guilty or that you were backsliding but you likely shifted out of these feelings as quickly as you shifted into them.

For many of you, the heavy purging on an inner level is over and now it is time once again for relationship building. However, though you may have shed the people you needed to and perhaps gathered a few new people into your social circle, the people nearest you may still appear to be frustratingly lagging behind. They also may be absent or unsupportive in the moments when you need someone to lean on. Even as a sovereign being, it is human nature to want to anchor or to have someone to hold on to during turbulent moments but instead you may find yourself in a space vacant of others thinking, “This is not how it is supposed to be.” You may have criticized yourself thinking you somehow did something wrong or had somehow fallen into an old pattern you had worked so hard to break but once you recognized that you were over-thinking, you likely shifted out of this quickly, too.

The energies of the moment remain highly unusual and you have no guidebook on how this ascension process is supposed to work or feel. However in each moment, even if it feels uncomfortable and appears wrong, it is important to remind yourself that what you are experiencing is only temporary. Everything is very malleable and at certain points, it is difficult to gauge your direction or to even trust your inner guidance due to lack of clarity. Most of you, even if you feel wobbly on some days, are navigating these energies far more successfully than you might believe. You are taking a balanced thoughtful approach to each step you take. However, others are still very haphazard in their intentions and remain caught in limiting patterns causing them to appear to flit in and out of your life rather than being consistent, supportive companions. Acknowledge any disappointment you feel when you experience this but do not give in to bitterness or hopelessness.

Time is not slowing down so that you can catch your breath so take a rest when you need to and spend time in nature as much as you can. Continue to make the steps that take you forward and continue to face any limiting fears. Continue to meet new people and have patience with friends who do not seem quite there for you because their pace seems much slower than yours.

In addition to your own personal shifts, you are in a global paradigm shift and love and peace are always present within you and in the world even on the days that seem terribly bleak. The unrest and chaos is necessary to shake awake all those who chose to awaken and to make space to build the foundation of a new world. For some of you, you came so far so quickly and the outer world is not yet reflecting the experience you should be having so you are being held in suspension or feeling pushed back toward the more dense experience of the majority which is even less suitable for you than it was in the past. However, you cannot go backwards and the outer world will catch up to you. You only need to hold steady as you go onward bringing the integrity of the unbreakable you into all circumstances. And then when you least expect it, the world will burst into the world of your Technicolor dreams. It will be so for you already feel it in your heart.

(c)Lisa Renee ~ GingerMysteries http://www.gingermysteries.com/
You are welcome to share this article but please include the above credit.